No, this is not about some boyfriend shit.

What happened? Was it me? Was it you?

Do you have any idea how much i miss you?

And even more, how we used to be?

Really, i hate this. Honestly speaking, i never thought this time would come.

I try to understand, but you dont seem to care do you.

Do you?

Words come cheap. So cheap.

Wait yknow what, it seems free to me now.

I could just say "i love you" to any random stranger on the street right?

Well, just so you know, when i tell you that, i mean it. With. All. Of. My. Heart.

And i mean ALL, of it.

Lemme ask you, do YOU mean it? Or are you just saying it for the sake of it?

I doubt many things you say nowadays.

It breaks my heart just to doubt anyone, ANYONE.

And especially when its with you? It kills me inside, and im not even kidding.

Do you know THAT?

Questions appear in my mind. Questions i dont even wanna think about.

Looking back at your messages that used to make me smile, the words seem meaningless now.

Meaningless.

Its a horrible feeling you know, knowing all that was said to you, were simply words.

Just words.

Unlike last time, i knew, (or at least believed) you meant what you said.

Or maybe you didnt.

Well, at least i hope you meant it.

If you didnt, well, i just wasted a couple of years in absolute fake happiness.

Thanks alot.

I wonder if you care.

oh no he di'en.

in short,
imma start changing my angles.

Be on you

Hiiiii, i know i havent blogged in 3 weeks but now im just blogging for the sake of it. Its so deaaaaaaaad seriously does anyone read it? Anyways, i gots alotsa random things on my mind and im lazy to type one whole chunk so im just gonna list them down.

• shoes
• need.to.exercise.
• meiji yoghurt
• SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS
• shit cheena homework
• why why why why why why why why
• stupid face of mine.
• photobucket
• body feels like its gonna break into 10 parts any moment
• pretty faces
• protoplasm
• american idol, paula abdul ):
• should sleep early tonight
• chocolate ice cream
• shopping
• kinder joy
  
  
  

Kay my tummy is rumbling gonna find something to eat BYEEE

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

JUST HAD A SURPRISE VISIT FROM PAVI SHAR & THEA! ((((((: Funny shit man.
LOVE YALL THREE, PLUS REY CLAUDS DEBB & NOT FORGETTING SHAR'S LIL SISTERS STACY & STEPH WHO HELPED! THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE PRESENT. ITS ALREADY UP ON MY WALL.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUUUUU ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I'll bring you more than a song,

IM OFFICIALLY 14.
Heeeeeeeee, thanks to everyone who wished me! If anyone is even seeing this. Really appreciate it(: Went out with the girls yesterday, swensens + New Moon for fun. TAYLOR LAUTNER IS MINEEEE. Sorry people, i saw him first. Since Sharkboy & Lavagirl okay! Aiyo i want him to be my boyfriend))))): I didnt understand the movie AT ALL, seriously. I only saw it cause of TL's 8 pack i counted 3 times in the movie! (: HEHEH okay anyways had seafood for dinner, CRAB FTW. Thanks guys for the cookies! (: LOVE YOU ALL. Hope yall had fun! Photos on facebook soon.

I MISS REYANNA FERNANDEZ.